finally woken

after a drive on the highway on a manual, im back to normal.

*sheesh*

im such a moody gal. think my eq sucks over the hols or perhaps it just sucks all this long without me noticing it in the first place. which is so not surprising.

may be back to normal, but its still a long way to reach my childhood simplicity. then again, didnt everyone say we should be looking forward instead of regressing into the past? man, im beginning to debate with this inner conscience of mine in my head.

fret that one day when i would end up a schizo in a psychiatric ward.