sober

"Lamp post in the absence of Moon
Strangers in the midst of confusion
And where do I stand the day after?"

I'm still sobering up to whatever happened last night. Still living in the midst of confusion.

You know what, irony still rules my life alongside procrastination.

I've been pondering long enough on this question till last night when the answer came to me.
Long as I had waited for it, it screwed my head from the moment I heard it. But heck! Who's to notice. None of us was conscious enough to realize that. I admit though there were moments when I really felt euphoric.

Like the time when the trees seems to go round and round and just woulnt stop.
Like the time when I cant hold my head up any longer and slammed the bonnet.
Like the time we sat against the car crapping away.

Kept asking myself, "Why did I do this again?"

Could never really answer myself.

Fuck the goddamn night! and fuck the goddamn sin!