hey stranger

i am doing mufy.
i am restarting all over.
i am not gonna whine and rant about screwing my stpm.

here i am, after much frustrating and imsomniac nights. but i wish to leave that all in the dark. no point bringing all the woes up again. i guess im actually enjoying it fairly well despite surrounded by juniors. im somewhat compelled to strive harder then them. it just doesnt fit to see them better then me! (although age should not be made into a classification) the 'kiasu' in me is indeed welling up. who is there to blame but the fault of our own? this time, its all work and no play for jane doe...

that forever were perhaps just as eternal,
that eternal is perhaps just as surreal
and as reality disquises,
we have none the means to realize.

as of now, even i am a stranger to myself...